IT'S A GIRL!!!!! The good, the bad and the ugly...
So I had my ultrasound yesterday and then our internet decided to shut down for the day so I JUST got online to post in my blog. After talking to my sister today I realized how much I have to fill in everyone on but the most important thing right now is
1) no c-section for moi, my placenta has shifted and is now nice and high in my uterus thus removing the hemorrage danger (REALLY EXCITING)
2) it's a girl (ALSO REALLY EXCITING) however their reason for telling me is kind of scary. She and I both have cysts on our ovaries. I knew about mine, her's, well I had no idea. So she may be born needing surgery to correct this or to remove an ovary but I have been told not to worry about it and that is causes her no pain. The only concern is that the cyst could twist her ovary around and deform it, thus creating the need to remove it.
So Doug is quite upset about the sex of the baby, while I sorta knew but it was nice to have confirmed, even though their reason for confirming it might suck in the long run. Anyway if I haven't given birth in 4 weeks they are going to do another ultrasound to check on her and if I have given birth, they will just ultrasound her and check on the cyst.
Have I mentioned I hate cysts??? I can deal with mine, however one on my baby girl??? I have told NO ONE in my real "live" world about the cyst on the baby. I couldn't stand to hear them go on like I know they will.
Doug is going to Edmonton for a job so I will be doing this whole thing completely alone. Which again I suspected but its hard to have everything confirmed in the same day. I still love him desperately, completely and without fail. The kind of heart pounding, breath stopping love that I know will never change and will never go away. But I can still do this.... I will raise an amazing daughter and thank the Goddess everyday that she brought Doug to me, if for no other reason than to show me that I can love like that and for him to give me a daughter.
I meant what I said in one of my first posts though. I will never love another man. However I am on the look out for an EXTRA LARGE dog in puppy form that I can raise and have in my life as a companion and friend. I don't want another man. *sighs*
So thats where my life stands as of right now... I miss my old life but my new life is becoming more interesting everyday. I'll keep you updated baout how everything plays out. However due to the events of the past couple of days, its becoming important for me to share the story of Leah, my adopted sister and what her life is/has become.
So tomorrow... the story of Leah.
I miss you T. I wish an electrical storm would light up my sky.
Ter
1) no c-section for moi, my placenta has shifted and is now nice and high in my uterus thus removing the hemorrage danger (REALLY EXCITING)
2) it's a girl (ALSO REALLY EXCITING) however their reason for telling me is kind of scary. She and I both have cysts on our ovaries. I knew about mine, her's, well I had no idea. So she may be born needing surgery to correct this or to remove an ovary but I have been told not to worry about it and that is causes her no pain. The only concern is that the cyst could twist her ovary around and deform it, thus creating the need to remove it.
So Doug is quite upset about the sex of the baby, while I sorta knew but it was nice to have confirmed, even though their reason for confirming it might suck in the long run. Anyway if I haven't given birth in 4 weeks they are going to do another ultrasound to check on her and if I have given birth, they will just ultrasound her and check on the cyst.
Have I mentioned I hate cysts??? I can deal with mine, however one on my baby girl??? I have told NO ONE in my real "live" world about the cyst on the baby. I couldn't stand to hear them go on like I know they will.
Doug is going to Edmonton for a job so I will be doing this whole thing completely alone. Which again I suspected but its hard to have everything confirmed in the same day. I still love him desperately, completely and without fail. The kind of heart pounding, breath stopping love that I know will never change and will never go away. But I can still do this.... I will raise an amazing daughter and thank the Goddess everyday that she brought Doug to me, if for no other reason than to show me that I can love like that and for him to give me a daughter.
I meant what I said in one of my first posts though. I will never love another man. However I am on the look out for an EXTRA LARGE dog in puppy form that I can raise and have in my life as a companion and friend. I don't want another man. *sighs*
So thats where my life stands as of right now... I miss my old life but my new life is becoming more interesting everyday. I'll keep you updated baout how everything plays out. However due to the events of the past couple of days, its becoming important for me to share the story of Leah, my adopted sister and what her life is/has become.
So tomorrow... the story of Leah.
I miss you T. I wish an electrical storm would light up my sky.
Ter
posted by Tymber at 1:24 PM
2 Comments:
I don't see any bad or ugly-- it's all good!!! A beautiful baby girl- and a mother so obviously in love with her--- The cyst thing--- hard not to worry, so I won't even say it, and the Doug thing, Never say Never---:) This will be a momentous four weeks, sorry that you have to go through it alone, but thanks for sharing with us---
Hi Chick, I'm so gald that you are finally back on your blog....
Yay a girl..see we were right...as for the Cyst..it will be alright you will see....I'm not going to say anything about Doug..you already knew that though...But I will say this..You can do this, and your life will be all the richer for it..
Love ya girl*H*
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